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Guest Post By Kirsten Long
“Loving oneself is different from being arrogant, conceited or egocentric.
Loving oneself means caring about oneself,
taking responsibility for oneself,
respecting oneself, and knowing oneself.”
I was going through a bad patch a while back. My self-esteem hit rock bottom, and nothing I did seemed to work. My relationships were a mess and my work was faltering. I felt unhappy and unsure of myself.
I have often wondered if The Mid-Life Crisis was smacking me. In retrospect, I think it was. And it was a good thing too, because I needed to change my ways a little.
Fortunately, my friends were there for me. While having coffee one day, a friend of mine lectured me, as good friends do when they’re tired of seeing you miserable.
She said “You’ve gotta love yourself before anyone else will love you”. Yeah, yeah, I’ve heard that all before, I thought.
You’ve probably heard people say that too.
It did get me thinking though. What does loving yourself really mean?
I remembered a wise man telling me that love is a verb. In other words, love is not a noun, a “thing,” a state that just happens to you. Love is a result of the loving things you do and the loving way you behave.
We all know that relationships don’t last when one partner says “I love you” but their behavior contradicts what they are saying.
Actions speak much louder than words.
So I knew I had to look at my relationship with myself:
- Were the choices I made everyday based on loving myself?
- Was I handling my emotions in a way I would handle them with someone I loved??
- Did I think about myself in a way that reflected loving myself?
I decided I could do much better in all these areas. The obvious place to start was to change the self-talk going on in my head. So I worked on that, but I needed more…
I let the problem stew in my sub-conscious for a while (which is a polite way of saying I didn’t have the answer).
A few weeks later, while wandering down the hallway half-asleep in the middle of the night, a well-leafed book on my shelf seemed to jump out at me.
It was Steven Covey’s “7 Habits of Highly Effective Families” — a book that my husband and I had referred to often while bringing up our 3 children, who are now in various stages of leaving the nest.I put it back on the shelf and returned to bed.
But at 3 o’clock in the morning, I suddenly woke up to the recollection of one particular chapter in the book, and realized it held the key to loving myself.
It was Steven Covey’s 90/10 principle.
Steven says that 10% of your life you cannot control. Traffic, grumpy bosses, spilled milk – these things happen.
90% of your life you CAN control – by how you react to the 10% you can’t. You can influence your attitudes, behaviors, thoughts, and words.
What was suddenly obvious to me was that 90% of my life was not working because I was not reacting to the other 10% in ways that were congruent with loving myself.
I realized that I had slipped into the habit of reacting almost immediately to what was happening around me without any attempt to control my reactions in any way. Because of that, my reactions were often negative and destructive andNOT in line with loving myself.
The book suggests widening the gap between an event and your reaction. In this space, ask yourself:
- How can I respond in a way that adds value to my life and those around me?
- How can I respond in a way that takes me closer to the big picture?
- How can I react in a constructive way rather than a destructive way?
This was where I had to change. It was widening that gap between an event and my reaction that would allow me to choose action that would be a reflection of loving myself rather than a knee-jerk reaction of anger or frustration or some other negative emotion.
So I committed to changing my spontaneous reactions to more considered ones.
The question I paused and asked myself before reacting to anything was this: If I truly loved and honored myself, how would I react right now?
I didn’t always get it right but I persevered.
And, over time, I started feeling better and better about myself. I realized I felt more in control, and I was creating a life that served me better. The people close to me started reacting towards me in a more favorable way. Even the Universe seemed to be sending me happier experiences!
Obviously I would be happier if I could control all 100% of what happens in my life… But at least now I am much better at controlling my response to the 10% I can’t control. In the process, I’m adding immeasurable value to myself and to the people I love.
What about you? How do you deal with the 10% of life’s speed bump that you can’t control? What do you do to get out of a funk?
About the Author
Kirsten Long is a coach who takes people on a journey towards Self Mastery. She is passionate about personal transformation and shares her experiences and insights on her blog. Kirsten is currently offering TSN readers a Journaling Workbook that’ll guide you further along your personal journey towards loving yourself. Check out the Journaling Joys page.
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